Finally, something snapped, and Phoolan stepped beyond fear.
She realized that it wasn't just the poor who lived in
terror—the position of the rich and ruling classes was
built on intimidation, and they, too, lived in fear. So Phoolan
did what no girl—and certainly no woman—of her caste
had ever dared to do: She intimidated them back. “All you
had to do was frighten them! Because they used violence, you had
to be violent too!” she explained. And frighten them she
did. Phoolan threatened to chop Maiyadin's sister into pieces.
She went to the council leader's son and told him that if, after
what he had done to her, he didn't marry her, she would
“cut it off.” To the Thakurs who wanted her for sex,
she asked, “Would you like someone to do to [your wife and
daughters] what you want to do with me?” and she
threatened to shoot them, although she didn't own a rifle. No
one bothered her anymore. “All it took was courage,”
she said, “and the threat of violence.”
No one in the village could even imagine that Phoolan, who
was born into a subservient lower caste, would dare to be so
outrageously bold on her own. Rumors spread that she really
was part of a bandit gang. So the powerful men in the
village arranged for some bandits to take her away, to use her
as they wished, and then to kill her. But by Durga's grace,
Phoolan Devi was not killed by the bandits. Just as the bandit
leader—an upper-caste Thakur—was going to rape her,
his second-in-command, Vikram, who was lower caste like Phoolan,
shot him through the head.
The gods praised Durga, offering her flowers from
paradise, anointing her with perfumes, and burning incense in
her honor. They bowed down before her. In Devi Durga they
recognized the embodiment of all the powers of the gods.
Realizing that she brought fortune to those who are good and
misfortune to those who are evil, they asked her to protect the
universe. Because the gods had seen her unfathomable
destructiveness, they urged her to be gracious to all creation.
They called her to remove fear from those in distress and to
dispel suffering and poverty.
The awesome Devi Durga granted the gods their
wishes.
“Long live Phoolan Devi! Long live Phoolan Devi!”
cried all of the villagers on Phoolan's first visit back to her
village after her kidnapping. Phoolan told them all to go to
hell. She had left the village in terror and returned in
triumph, the second wife of dacoit leader Vikram Mallah. The
villagers had already heard that she had mercilessly beaten her
former husband, Putti Lal, leaving him for dead with a note,
written by Vikram, pinned on him: “Warning: This is what
happens to old men who marry young girls!” And they also
knew that she had been involved in the murder of the man who had
trumped up the robbery charges against her. The powerful men in
her village now came to her on their knees. The village council
leader declared that she was the reincarnation of Durga and
touched her shoes with his forehead. She whipped him—just
once—across his back, leaving him with his well-fed face
in the mud. “Like the goddess,” she recounted,
“I was driven by my hunger for justice, for revenge over
demons. That is what gave me my strength. When the rich did bad
things, our duty as dacoits was to make them pay.” Phoolan
and Vikram spent a year bringing dacoit justice to the Chambal
Valley. Vikram taught Phoolan the dacoit way of life: how to
shoot a gun, kidnap the wealthy for ransom, disguise themselves
as police, hold up truck convoys, and hide in the ravines and
the jungle. They divided the spoils of each raid into three
parts: one part for themselves to buy food and ammunition, one
part for the local Brahmin at the temple for Durga and the gods,
and the last for the poor to give them relief from the dual
tyranny of a violently oppressive feudal caste order and the
constant complaint of their empty stomachs. Songs celebrating
their victories rang throughout the valleys, and the police put
a price on their heads.
Then Vikram's life was cut short. Phoolan could not get him
to heed the omens that Durga had sent to warn them. Shri Ram, a
bandit who was once a mentor to Vikram and was a Thakur,
murdered Vikram in his sleep. He then chloroformed Phoolan Devi,
bound her, and took her to town after town ruled by Thakurs.
“They fell on me like wolves,” Phoolan recounted.
“I saw crowds of faces and I was naked in front of them.
Demons came from without end from the fires of Naraka to rape
me. I prayed to the gods and goddesses to help me, to let me
live, to let me run through the damp fields, climb the ravines,
to let me have my revenge.” Through the kindness of a
Brahmin, she escaped—battered inside and out, her wrists
broken, thorns embedded in her flesh, feet swollen, and haunted
by her memories.
Phoolan Devi made a vow to herself: “I would be a
woman no longer. Whatever I did from then on, I would do as a
man would do. Evil had left its mark on me. I had survived the
evil of men, and I had nothing more to lose. I was stronger than
ever.” So the Bandit Queen allied herself with another
bandit leader, a Muslim named Baba Mustaqeem. He gave her the
pick of his men and asked them to recognize her as their
brother, calling her by the masculine version of her name: Phool
Singh. Mustaqeem gave her a rubber stamp that said:
“PHOOLAN DEVI QUEEN OF BANDITS” to stamp onto the
doors and walls of the homes in the villages that she and her
gang raided. She would shout into a megaphone, “We are the
friends of the poor and the sworn enemies of the rich. Vikram
Mallah ki jai!” in honor of her former partner.
Phoolan was heralded as the “Avenging Angel”
among poor women and girls. “I punished the wicked with
the same tortures they inflicted on others, because I knew the
police never listened to the complaints of the poor,” she
declared. “I knew there were hundreds of girls who had
been forced to undergo dangerous abortions to avoid disgrace, or
else throw themselves in the river or drown themselves at the
bottom of a well because they were treated like prostitutes, and
they were afraid. They were all afraid.” Her justice was
swift and brutal: “I crushed the serpent they used to
torture women. I dismembered them. It was my vengeance, and the
vengeance of all women.” Her legend grew fearsome:
“People of my caste heard all about it. If a mother wanted
to protect her daughter, or a father his wife or his sister,
they knew all they had to do was say to the rapist that Phoolan
Devi would punish them. And I did.”
But Phoolan Devi would not rest until her enemy, Shri Ram,
was destroyed. All of her men and those of Baba Mustaqeem knew
how important this was to her—how deeply, inhumanly she
had been defiled and degraded. Hearing that Shri Ram and his
brother were in the Thakur village Behmai, the gangs headed into
the town. What happened on that day remains a mystery. At the
end of the raid, twenty-two Thakurs were shot; all but two would
die. Shri Ram and his brother were not among them. Phoolan Devi
was held responsible, although eyewitness reports are
contradictory. She herself said that she was on the other side
of the village when it happened. “What can I say?”
she said. “You know how it is: If a woman does something,
men have to prove themselves to be superior and therefore go
further. . . . I do not believe in killing people without a
positive reason, but the situation got out of control and, in
the eyes of Durga Mata, I am innocent of these
deaths.”
Eons after the death of Mahishasura, two asuras,
Sumbha and Nisumbha, seized the powers of the gods. Remembering
that the Devi Durga had offered protection, the gods called to
her, bringing her radiance forth to light the Himalayas. Sumbha
and Nisumbha set off to see her, and pleased by what they saw,
Sumbha sent a messenger to ask her to marry his brother or
himself. Durga smiled in response. She replied that she would
only marry he who could defeat her in battle. The messenger
scoffed at her foolishness: “Why do you want to suffer the
indignity of being dragged by the hair to your master? How can a
woman alone defeat those who have vanquished the
gods?”
They sent one asura after another to fetch her
until the great Devi was so enraged that Kali, goddess of
destruction, sprang forth from her brow. Laughing, Kali devoured
the armies, shoving them into her hideous mouth, and quickly
decapitated her foes. All of the feminine forms of the gods
emerged as more and more asuras met Durga and Kali in battle:
Brahmani, Mahesvari, Kaumari, Vaisnavi, Varahi, Narasimhi,
Aindra.
Sumbha and Nisumbha fell into a rage. Mighty
Nisumbha fell, slaughtered by the Devi. Then Sumbha called to
Durga, declaring that she used the strength of others to fight.
But the Devi replied, “Look, vile one, I am alone in the
world; the goddesses that you see are only projections of
me.” So, one by one, the forms of the goddesses merged
back into the One Great Goddess. Quickly, she destroyed her
enemy.
The gods rejoiced with such devotion that she
granted them a boon: Whenever danger arises from demonic
sources, Durga will descend and bring about their complete
destruction.
No photographs of the Bandit Queen had ever been made public.
Eight thousand curious peasants, and press from around the
world, came to the small town of Bhind to see Phoolan surrender
on terms that she had negotiated for herself and her men with
Indira Gandhi's government. For the preceding two years, Durga
had whispered softly in her mind, telling her where to go, how
to escape from one of the most intense dragnets ever mounted in
India's history. Her enemy, Shri Ram, had been
murdered—killed in a fight over a woman. Phoolan Devi
stood on a platform, held her rifle over her head, and handed it
to the Chief Minister of Madhya Pradesh. She bowed to the
portraits of Mahatma Gandhi and Durga that had been placed on
the platform at her request. It was to Durga and Gandhi that she
gave herself up.
A tiny, foul-mouthed, angry woman stood before the hungry
eyes of the crowd, shattering the projected fantasies of a
society that worshiped Durga but refused to recognize the rage
of a lower-caste woman. Where was the woman who was reported to
be “nearly six feet tall,” whose wild lovemaking
would be “like drinking the most delectable deadly
poison?” Where was the brazen nymphomaniac who slept with
men before she killed them? She was, one report said, “too
dark, too short, flat-chested and rude.” She was every
woman—with a vengeance. The upper-caste press devoured
her. And even so, a doll in her likeness became one of the most
popular toys among girls throughout India.
After “rotting” in prison for eleven years,
Phoolan Devi was released in 1994 just at the time when the
lower castes began to exert political power. Having kicked down
the door to dignity for herself, she wanted to open it wide for others to follow. Immediately, she began forming the Eklavya Sena, an organization to teach self-defense to the poor. Twice she was elected—by adoring women—as a member of Parliament to the House of the People on a platform proclaiming the rights of girls and women. Here she discovered another world, a world that to her mind was equally, if not more, filled with crooks and thieves: “In New Delhi people are so much more duplicitous,” she told a reporter. “In Chambal . . . you can do things your way, and by the will of God.”
Just as in the valleys of the Chambal, Phoolan Devi knew when she was in danger—perhaps it was still Durga whispering warnings to her. In the summer of 2001, she told a friend that she knew her time was near. On July 25, she stepped out of her car in front of her home in Delhi and assassins pumped bullets into her head and into her chest. She died before reaching the hospital.
Let Durga hear her prayer:
Sing of my deeds
Tell of my combats
How I fought the treacherous demons
Forgive my failings
And bestow on me peace.