For those who harbor romantic ideas of life on the road as a
traveling missionary, a closer look at Connie and Michael's
van/office/bedroom/living quarters might quickly disabuse one of
such notions. No, it's not painted with day-glo colors, and
“furthur” is not tattooed above the front
windshield—there is nothing retro about the work of these
two traveling preachers. It does, however, have a Jesus fish
painted on the outside, kissing a Darwin fish, with a small red
heart presiding over them both, a testament to the nature of
their divinely, and scientifically, inspired mission. But
however divine the outside may be, the inside is decidedly not
God's gift to comfort. With an improvised bed covering all but a
few inches of available space, a clothesline draped from side to
side functioning as a pseudo-closet, and hundreds of books and
other bits and pieces of traveling gear jammed in, among,
between, and around all other available space, Connie and
Michael's living quarters look most like a sort of mobile
homeless shelter—that is, if the homeless were passionate
about evolution. (Don't send donations for an upgrade—soon
after the interview, they purchased a new and much nicer
vehicle.) However, for anyone whose spiritual longings have ever
included the desire to walk out the front door with nothing but
the clothes on your back and hit the road in the name of God,
the life that Connie and Michael have taken up certainly strikes
all the right chords. Imagine the freedom: you, a car, the open
road, the vast cosmos, and three hundred million human
beings—dry tinder just waiting for that evolutionary
spark.
“I want you to take a deep breath.” Connie
pauses to let the audience respond. “Okay. You can be
certain that at least three to five atoms you just breathed in
were once a part of the body of the Buddha or the body of Jesus.
You see, we inter-exist; we are deeply interconnected at all
levels.”
The Unitarian church is crowded this evening and the average
age is probably about fifty or so—a collection of
free-thinking boomers that I imagine run the gamut from peace
activists to yuppie executives. Connie, a long-time Unitarian,
is in her element here, dispensing scientific wisdom with the
grace of one who knows just what buttons to push in her
student's consciousness. Call it the Sagan gene, that unique
ability to communicate the nature of the scientific world with a
religious depth of feeling, but by whatever name, Connie has it.
And in this audience, her presentation goes over a little easier
than Michael's who is giving the congregation all they can
handle.
“When I speak in Unitarian Universalist
circles,” Michael confides afterwards, “for the
first ten minutes I can always count on a certain percentage of
the church having a tilt experience because of the
way I'm communicating. They may love what I'm
saying, but they balk at my style. It's the Pentecostal passion,
the Pentecostal enthusiasm for life and celebration of
life.” This passion is a key element of Connie and
Michael's ministry. In a postmodern, ironic world that often
seems to have associated all deeply felt spiritual conviction
with Billy Graham style fundamentalism, Michael is something of
an anomaly. He's not apologetic about his spirituality on any
level, his body language, his words, his tone of voice all
conveying an unspoken challenge to a culture long wary of anyone
expressing too much confidence when it comes to matters of
truth. Indeed, in both Connie and Michael's ministry, one can
almost sense the emergence of a new form of spiritual
expression, one that may seem to mimic the metaphysical
certainty of a much earlier time, but that is now informed by an
infinitely richer scientific and philosophical worldview. If
Nietzsche's existential doubt helped set the tone for our
spiritual lives at the dawn of the twentieth century, perhaps a
new kind of faith, and a new kind of certainty, is destined to
emerge as the prevailing mood in the twenty-first. And that
seems to be at least one of the underlying messages—that
it's time to venture back into the waters of passion and
conviction, fully supported this time with the open-minded
curiosity of science and the inspired idealism that comes from
appreciating the position in which fourteen billion years of
evolution has placed human consciousness. “What
Pentecostal offers is a confidence, a groundedness in truth,
that the liberal churches have lost,” Michael explains.
“Liberal Christians so often lack the passion. They don't
speak from that base of certainty. And now, with this Great
Story perspective, we can all begin to speak again with that
level of passion and confidence. You see, I am a Pentecostal
still. I have the same exuberant, expressive, passionate
relationship to God, to life, and to the risen Christ that I know in
my heart.”
While that message may be just what the doctor ordered for
liberal Christian churches adrift in a sea of theological
uncertainty, Michael and Connie hardly see their mission as
destined only for the more tolerant, more receptive, ecumenical
edges of the Christian community, or even only for Christians.
Michael acknowledges that this vision of evolutionary
spirituality may only be alive in a small minority today, but,
as he puts it, “That's how evolution happens. It happens
on the fringes.” And he is simply undaunted by the
formidable challenge their mission represents for much of the
religious status quo. “I will be forty-five soon,”
he declares. “I believe that in my lifetime, we will see
the majority of Christians—I don't know whether it will be
fifty-five percent or eighty percent—embracing a deeply
ecological evolutionary cosmology, and seeing their traditions
through that lens, interpreting Heaven and Hell, grace and
forgiveness, the Trinity, the virgin birth, and all the
Christian teachings through that lens.”
Now, if that vision is to be anything more than a good idea,
then someone besides the Unitarians, the New Agers, and a few
pioneering theologians is going to have to get on the
evolutionary train. And that means really get on it,
not just tacitly accept, as the Pope did not that long ago, that
evolution plays a role in life's development. It means
appreciating and embracing the profound spiritual significance
of placing human life in a universal, cosmological, and
developmental context. And for scientists, it means finally
giving up the irrational fear that if they allow spirituality
into their picture of evolution they are suddenly going to be
overwhelmed by the minions of Oral Roberts, taking the country
back to the theological dark ages. “Evolutionists don't
realize that they have won the war,” Connie tells me,
explaining that there are actually very few these days who still
argue against the big picture of our evolutionary legacy. Too
many scientists are stuck in the past, fighting the ghosts of
long discredited creationists. “They are still fighting
skirmishes,” she says, “missing the fact that the
main argument today is about how evolution has
happened—not that it has happened.”
Given their unique talent for conveying the message of
evolutionary spirituality, and their unusual melding of science
and spirit in a world where precisely that mixture is becoming
the hot ticket of the day, it's hard to imagine that the mission
of these two modern-day troubadours is not destined for great
things. No doubt the bigger venues will come, and the reputation
of these relatively unknown wanderers in the religious back roads
of a sleepy but slowly awakening America will grow. Until then,
if you pass by the local Church of Christ next Sunday morning,
or the Rotary Club next Wednesday night, or perhaps the school
assembly on Thursday afternoon, and you hear a preacher's cadence
sounding out with all the fire-and-brimstone passion of a world in
crisis desperately needing spiritual salvation, maybe you're
hearing the early warning signs of a new religious vision, hidden
now, but slowly building to what promises to be one of the most
interesting cultural crescendos of the new millennium. And maybe,
just maybe, that voice you hear is not just a call from the future,
but the sound of Connie or Michael out on that missionary road,
preaching the good news of a coming revelation, an evolution revolution,
a new kind of Lord for a new kind of world.