The path of a marathon monk is never-ending.
Tendai Saying
MILE 20. But I don't cruise by this mile marker with
the same breezy elation as the others I have passed. Another six
miles to go? Crikey, I don't know if I can make it! It feels
like an unbearable, interminable prospect. I am in trouble. My
new British-made state-of-the-art running shoes are turning out
not to be a very good fit. What on earth was it that possessed
me to buy British, I wonder, as I am overtaken by a fellow
countryman wearing Union Jack shorts and a pair of Nikes. My
left big toe is crushed under a fold in the leather upper and
feels like it is bleeding profusely. It throbs more and more
painfully as I pound the asphalt up an on-ramp, which looms
before me like a mountain . . . I gaze at the surroundings to
try and distract my attention. Ominous tower blocks, barricaded
storefronts, and sky the color of wet sugar and cement. I'm in
the Bronx now, and the roaring crowds that fueled my heroic
ascent up Manhattan's First Avenue have thinned out. And so have
the runners. We aren't buoyed by each other's slipstream and
spirit anymore. It's every man and woman alone with him- or
herself grinding through “the wall,” confronting the
concerted rebellion of mind and body head-on. A pall of lonesome
desperation descends upon me as I listen to the sound of my
heavy feet echoing among the oppressive brownstone tenements.
Then it starts to rain. The first few splatters are gently
refreshing, like manna dropping from heaven, but it soon turns
into a torrential downpour of Biblical proportions. Before long,
I am soaked to the bone, my aching feet sloshing through streams
of water. Our roadside supporters run for cover or batten down
beneath umbrellas. No more smiling kids slapping high fives or
offering bananas. And no mile marker on the horizon.
No mile marker . . . Where the heck is mile 21? Surely I
must have passed it by now? I'm breaking up and my mind has
gotten a foothold. This is hell. You're crazy! You
hate this. Why, why, why are you doing this? I
approach the next water station, and as I slow down to reach for
a bottle in the pelting rain, I almost grind to a halt. All the
momentum of mind and body coaxes me to stop: You're injured;
it's dangerous to carry on. There'll always be next year . . .
Suddenly I realize if I don't snap free of these voices,
I'll be dead in the water—literally. I pull up my head and
focus my inner antennae beyond the grey smudge of the Harlem
skyline. Over there is the finish line in Central Park. A surge
of energy arises from nowhere, and I see the next marker just
ahead. Mile 21. I splash by with determined elation, riding
above the pain in my toes. The rain begins to taper off a little
and I speed up a notch. I'm going to beat my previous
time, I think to myself. And I do. About forty minutes
later I am euphoric as I cross the finish line. I've shaved off
fifteen minutes!
The ordeal of this marathon proved once again to be a
graphic illustration of the fact that going beyond self-imposed
limitations of mind and body could open up hitherto unknown
potentials. This was fortifying inspiration for any aspiring
spiritual warrior, to be sure. But that was about as far as I
had taken it. When I learned about a sect of Tendai Buddhists in
Japan known as the Marathon Monks of Mount Hiei, however, I
found out that they had taken it, well, quite a bit further.
Their lofty goal was nothing less than Buddhahood in this life
through the purifying practice of multiple marathons! I was
intrigued, to say the least. And as I pursued my investigation
further, I soon discovered something remarkable beyond belief, a
phenomenon that takes the term “ultramarathon” to a
whole new level.
The “One-Thousand-Day Mountain Marathon,” as
described in John Stevens's book The Marathon Monks of Mount
Hiei and in Christopher Hayden's documentary film of the
same name, was initiated in the ninth century by So-o, the Grand
Patriarch of Tendai Buddhism. After hearing the legend of
“Priest Big Shoes,” a revered walking monk in China,
So-o had a dream that instructed him to follow in the legendary
monk's footsteps. All of the pilgrimage sites on Mount Hiei
are sacred, the voice informed him. Visit them
often. And he did. Very often. But in the eleven centuries
since So-o first set off up the mountain, few have endeavored to
follow in his footsteps. It is only very rare individuals within
the Tendai ranks who dare to undertake this formidable
challenge. In fact, there have only been forty-six
“marathon monks” since 1885. The Great Marathon is
revered as the ultimate in austere practices. If you are curious
to know why, then let me take you on a journey . . .
Picture this. You awake at midnight. It's the middle of
winter. Very cold. You attend an hour-long service in the frigid
Buddha Hall, sip on some miso soup, and chomp on a few rice
balls. Then you dress in a white vestment—the same garment
you would be dressed in at your own funeral. You wrap the
“cord of death” around your waist and tuck a
sheathed knife inside. Why the cord and the knife? Tradition
dictates that if you do not complete your prescribed cycle of
marathons, you must commit suicide by hanging or
self-disembowelment! You gather candles, food offerings, and a
rosary for the 250 prayer stops you will make on your
eighteen-mile marathon around Mount Hiei (some of which will be
at unmarked graves to honor monks who died by suicide). You put
your handmade straw sandals on your bare feet, and take a couple
of spare pairs along in case they are destroyed by rain or wear
and tear (sometimes you go through five pairs in one trip).
Then, you pick up your paper lantern and head out into the icy
night for the snowy trails of Mount Hiei.
Your running style dates back over a thousand years,
and is poised somehow between walking and running. “Eyes
focused about 100 feet ahead while moving in a steady rhythm,
keeping the head level, the shoulders relaxed, the back
straight, and the nose and navel aligned.” You harmonize
your pace and breathing with the inner drone of a mantra that
you chant continuously. As you gain experience, you flow through
the course, maintaining the same speed for climbing up and going
downhill.
So this is the first of one hundred successive very early
mornings on which you will set off for your marathon, finishing
between 7:30 and 9:30 AM. Sound grueling? Well, you're just
getting started. This is just a warm-up! Once you
finish your hundred days, you are qualified to apply for the
real deal—the full One-Thousand-Day Mountain Marathon of
Hiei. If accepted, you will commit to a seven-year retreat,
which will consist of nine hundred more marathons! The first
three hundred will be undertaken over three years, one hundred
days in a row, at some point between March and mid-October. From
your fourth year, you will have earned the privilege of wearing
socks and be allowed to carry a walking stick. However, along
with these added luxuries, the stakes are upped
considerably—you will now complete two hundred consecutive
marathons each year!
If one were to liken the One-Thousand-Day Mountain Marathon
to a mere twenty-six-mile marathon in New York City, then on
completion of your seven hundredth marathon (at the end of five
years), you are approaching mile 18. As you run up Manhattan's
First Avenue toward the Bronx, you are about to hit that
unpredictable twilight zone respectfully known among marathoners
as “the wall.” In a regular marathon, this is where
you face down the devil as your body and mind start giving out
and insisting that you stop! You may at times feel like
you are going to die, but the only recourse is to keep
going no matter what. In the One-Thousand-Day Marathon
however, “the wall” is a literal confrontation with
death known as doiri. You do stop moving, but not for a
nice cup of tea and a sit-down. Rather, you go into a nine-day
retreat that consists of seven and a half days without food or
water or sleep (it's been reduced from the original ten days
because a few too many monks before you died during the last
day). You sit in a full lotus posture and chant mantras day and
night. If you live through this forbidding trial, which is
designed to bring you to the very edge of your mortality and
plunge you into a resplendent vision of the Ultimate, then you
will have attained the title of Togyoman Ajari, or
“Saintly Master of the Severe Practice.”
Hunger will be the least of your agonies. By the fifth day,
you will be so dehydrated that you will taste blood. But at
least you will be allowed to wash your mouth out with water,
even if you can't drink it. Two devoted novices will make sure
that you stay erect and awake. Your only break from the sitting
position during this ordeal will be the 2 AM pilgrimage to the
Holy Well. You will draw water, which you will then offer to
Fudo Myo-o, the Unshakable King of All Light, a deity whose
awesome energy you aspire to embody. This walk will take about
fifteen minutes on the first night. On the last night, it will
take you roughly an hour and a half, moving at a snail's pace
across the stone floor, assisted by the novices. According to
the marathon monks who have preceded you, you will find yourself
in an extraordinarily rarefied, crystalline state of
consciousness. You will feel yourself absorbing mist through the
pores of your skin, hear ashes falling from incense sticks, and
smell food being prepared in dwellings far away. You will
probably lose about a quarter of your body weight.